This is probably my favorite picture of Matt and I and I can't believe it has been 6 long months since he was hit in Brazil. I can't say that it is getting easier, I still cry every single day to my mom and my heart still hurts every single day. It has gotten to be a different hurt. I mean that by it isn't so hard after I have made the commitment to live my life the way Matt was living his life and the way he would have wanted me to live my life. Mom gave me a quote this morning as I was heading out to work, knowing that today was going to be hard, here it is: "Sometimes it seemed as if the world itself was broken, that there was something wrong with all of us, something broken in such a way that it might not be put together again; but the holding of hands, human hand in human hand, could help, could make the world seem less broken." (Mama Ramotswe) My world is broken, but all of your hands make it feel less broken and I love you for that! Thanks for letting me take one day at a time. I will love you.
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